Bukit Jalil
If i was going to write a book about it, it'll be hundreds and thousands of pages thick. To many, it's a national sports center in KL. To me, it's a hell of a lot more than that. It's not just a place where i lived for the past 11-12 years of my life, it's where i received most of my education, it's where i made new friends and enemies, it's also where i learned how to live.
Leaving BJ was never easy for me. it's not just leaving my friends, my love and any other people that i cared about the most. BJ has been filling a big gap in my memory because it's the first place i lived after i moved to KL from JB. I didn't feel too attached to BJ until i get to know more about it.
Everyone that i cared for the most, all of them had once or still live in BJ but most of all, what made BJ meant so much to me is the amount of adventures i had around here.
I remember the chaos when there's a football match held at the stadium has ended. Some returned home disappointed, some even felt quite unsatisfied. Others however, they returned home with joy that our national football team has won or lost a match. It doesn't matter whether they won or lost, they had fun in the field.
Long story short, BJ can be considered as my second hometown. It's where i was raised and educated. BJ will forever be in my heart and my memory where it can live forever.
So, i want to take a few word here by saying thank you to all citizens of BJ. Thank you for full filling a huge part of my life with your kindness and hospitality. Honestly, i don't know how to return your huge favour. Even word can't describe how sad and happy i am right now. I just want to say millions and billions of thanks to y'all. Especially you.
Yeah you, i don't know if you're actually reading this but i wanted to say again that i'm really sorry for ditching you, broken your heart and all other bad things i've done to you. I'm really sorry. I never expected that i will feel regret about this but sadly, i do.
You wouldn't want a guy like me anyway would you ? I meant as in, a guy who's lost, depressed, had his own matter where he hadn't solved. Well, you found a better guy than me. Be thankful. He is in everyway the guy you always wanted to be with and i'm not. I'm sorry once again.
Eventhough we're not together anymore, keep in mind that i still love you. Always and forever. You have his heart but you're will remain in my memory where you and i can live forever.
p/s : i changed the blog music. Sounds familiar ? It's Bad Meets Evil ft. Bruno Mars - Lighters (piano version) Cucu Aqeela loves that song :)
thanks. goodbye. assalamualaikum.
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