Dwelling past memories.

there's a new girl in my class today. dunno where she's from, her name etc. it's usual for newbies in school. you're a loner but soon you'll have a lot of friends.

this is you basically. you'll have a lot of friends soon :)

welcome to SMK Bukit Jalil :D

my classmates kept telling me that you looked a lot like my ex. I'd admit, you look a bit like her. but then, I dunno why I kept dwelling my past memories of the ex. I don't wanna carry on. I hate reminding myself that I used to fell in love with you. what's left now is memories of you and me. the time when we always hung out at Carefour and went to the karaoke to sing our hearts out, when we hung out at the Arena Greene during PMR. it's all memories. I'm sure you wouldn't care or at least, didn't care at all. I was only your doll. you only needed me at times of desperate and at times when you had nothing else to do. besides those, I was nothing to you. you never loved me like I loved you so much until it hurts. when you're gone, there's nobody else in my mind besides you. I missed you. now, there's no you. 

I'm gonna stop here now. y'all must've been bored with me being 'jiwang' rite ? every post in this blog is associated with the title 'If you're not here to read, you can fuck off'. so, if you don't wanna read this, fuck off. the URL bar is right on top of you.

bye. Assalamualaikum

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