Need space please.

usually on Sundays, I make the most out of the day. for today, I make the most out of the day by being lonely.

I know both of y'all don't or never gave a damn about me. just leave me alone.

I felt so different today. I dunno why. maybe I didn't have anybody to accompany me at this time. ouh rite, y'all must've been too busy with your crush until you forget about me. never mind. leave me be, let me rot, let me die alone in an unmark grave where no one will visit me and read the Ya'asin. not even you. yes you, the one I fell in love with but you didn't seem to care. I was gonna make my move but you ignored me when I called you. is there something wrong 'bout me ? Girl, I know. I'm not the guy you're after or you could fell in love with but I never give up my hope. you fell in love with a guy and so far I've been observing your effort to win his heart. go after him. I'm not stopping you. he could make you feel like a princess, the center of the world and I know I can't do all that 'cause I'm not capable of doing those. I know I'm not you're type. If you ever asked me how much I love you, my answer is simple, telling you how much I love you is like telling you what mineral water taste like. it's so hard 'cause I'm deeply, madly in love with you. even if I can't describe how much I love you, I know that from my heart that my love for you is sincere. I will never take you for granted, leave you behind if you're lonely and I will give you my life in exchange for your heart. that is all I asked. that is all I ever wanted from you. if you want to keep ignoring me then fine. I'll ignore you too but bear in mind that I will always love you for who you are not for what you are. I don't care if you're rich or poor, beautiful or ugly, smart or dumb. I just want to be with you 24/7.


If you're reading this, please understand me. 


goodbye. assalamualaikum.

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